Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I'll be the reason for your pain.

Happy birthday mami. Sorry the post had to be this title for ur big day... ~~ It's been ages since we watched movie together. UP was fantabulous.... just like you mom. Happy birthday Again~!

Was chatting with colleagues, and they asked me... have you ever said the 3 words to your parents, i looked at them... have you?? Maybe the last time was when we were 9? It's really hard to spit it out when you're looking at them, not only to your parents. To anyone.

When you've planned when where and how to tell them, you will also think how will they react, what happens after that, what will they say, do, and then? And all those imba imba stuffs will come out and till then you'll plan to just shut up and move on. But mom, you know i heart you, and you should know too. I guess.

Those crappy feelings, once again, haunting me. Every single minute, seriously im very confused. Yesterday was unpredictable, hearing what people say really stirs me up, im already shaken. FTS, UP rawks.

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